We Are Not Here to Find God: We Are God Learning Faith

Every situation contains love — nothing else but love. Some will argue otherwise, because many see only through the eyes of separation: wars here, divisions there, politics here, religions there.

But in reality, everything is the experience of souls experimenting with themselves in different ways. Things appear separated, chaotic, fragmented; similarities are dismissed as coincidences rather than recognized as synchronicities.

What if the most terrible experience you have gone through was contracted by your soul in order to evolve?

And what does evolve implies? You may ask…

We remain stuck in repetitive situations until we realize that life is a big game we agreed to play — not to become love, not to learn love, maybe your remember it as a first step in the scale of evolution, because we already are love and from love we come.

We came to learn faith: the faith of knowing, without certainty, that everything will be fine. On the other side, the outcome is already given and never covered: as spirits we have total perception of union, of oneness.

The path is not spiritual evolution, it is human evolution.

Here we grow an incredible ability: not knowing what will happen and still trusting that what we are living is the best thing that can happen to us in that instant. To integrate fully that lesson, we live many parallel lives and repeat the same life multiple times until we learn and embrace faith — which is an aspect of love that, for the whole complete being we are on the other side, is an unknown sensation.

Faith leads to trust. Aren’t these the things we miss most on our planet? Faith and trust.

We build entire belief systems on lack of trust and self-defense. None will ever work because no matter how defensive we become, we can never predict the future exactly; we can never protect ourselves from pain, at best we can do a forecast based on current circumstances.

What if you didn’t come here to be rich, famous, or successful, but simply to live — to experience what it feels like to have a body: taste, sight, touch, feeling, emotion, from the densest to the lightest? What if we came to learn what individuality means?

What if, what ”spiritual people” despise the most, which is earth, is exactly what we came to experience?

It is a total delusion to realize we have wasted precious time turning more spiritual and more enlightened and more subtle while rejecting this body, this experience, this life, this duality and this mess, thinking we are closer to God by hating human life, when in reality, we are God wanting to be human.

We search for oneness with God. We have experienced it with sacred medicines — ayahuasca, mushrooms, any ceremony that releases DMT — but is that the sole purpose of coming to this planet? To find God, the God of the heavens on Earth? Why didn’t we remain with the angels if that was the purpose of life?

How incoherent to search for God in the farthest place from Him — in hell itself. What a waste of time. I have walked this path of searching for God for as long as I can remember. Now, at my threshold of turning forty, the age of prophecy, I realize it was never about finding Him. I am Him — part of the Origin, the Source of everything — and I came down to experience multiplicity, individuality, duality, density; and while maintaining my frequency of love, to develop faith. I could not have faith when eternally I was who I was. The only way to develop faith — the missing key in eternal life — is to come down, forget that I am who I am, and live an ordinary human life.

The path of life is not the path to God. You are God manifesting Himself in a human experience. Life is the path of GOD through human life.

The path of life is learning faith: Even if you do not remember clearly that you are Who You Are, you trust that you are Him — And therefore everything is perfect exactly as it is.

Published by Lala Gomez

My name is Lala Gomez, and I was born in Colombia. My spiritual path was initiated in 2004 through Islam, which I studied in depth for many years. Between 2004 and 2012, I immersed myself in the spiritual, mystical, and theological dimensions of the tradition—a study that continued for a decade more as I began to integrate esoteric tools and other schools of thought, including Kabbalah, Astrology, and Tarot. In 2012, I consciously stepped into a healing process that became a turning point in my life. Guided by a natural connection to Reiki, Tarot, and Astrology, I began developing a personal practice rooted in energy work, intuitive insight, and symbolic exploration. Tarot, in particular, became a therapeutic path for inner listening and healing, which I now offer through a method that blends systemic perspectives, subtle energy, and ancestral wisdom. In 2014, I founded islamenespanol.co to share the essence of Islam beyond rigid interpretations. After a decade of transformation, I launched thecircleofhanik.com—a space dedicated to universal spiritual guidance, beyond the boundaries of any single tradition. Currently, I’m developing a sacred method of natal chart interpretation based on the 28 lunar mansions and the Divine Names of God, inspired by the teachings of Sufi master Ibn Arabi. I’m also writing a book on the 99 Names of Allah as living aspects of the soul’s essence and pathways for inner integration.

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